Current pulse rate

I'm reading:

• Born Standing Up (Steve Martin's autobiography)
• The Poisonwood Bible
• On the Road
  

I'm listening to:

• Portugal. The Man
• Beirut
• Right Away, Great Captain!
  
• Band of Horses
• Bright Eyes (sidenote: Conor Oberst is all together too good to listen to, breaking it down into small chunks is completely necessary.) (2nd sidenote: I am so very thankful to whatever kept me from listening to Bright Eyes until now. I'm so glad I didn't mar it by listening to him in high school.)
  

I'm working on:

• Les Mis shoes for Megan.
• Getting the last things in order to study abroad.
• Moving out of my apartment.
• Organizing all the shit on my computer (sidenote: It's relatively pointless, but I think it's important. And relaxing. It's virtually the same thing as a desk, and it'll be easier to keep track of everything when I change over to the MacBook.)

Ideally I would:

• Be finding some resolution, rather than leaving frayed ends.
  
• Have a bullshit 6 week job in San Clemente vs. being anywhere near Disneyland.
• Eat better.

I'm so glad I:

• Got my sleep schedule back under control.
• Know Sean McKesson.
  
• Worked for Disney, but will not go to the park again for a long, long time. (After I leave.)
  
• Am going to buy the MacBook.
  
• Let it all happen.

I:

• Don't need definition, am not trying to make a relationship. But in trying to not make a relationship, we're seriously fucking each other over. Who's more unattached? I have no problem with unattachment. I have no problem with attachment. I just don't want to be cold.
• Realize the internet is a bad place for declarations. (And would love to pass that little gem on to Kim Katz.)
  
• Am ok with being in debt for a little while. I'm not currently.
  
• Want to get to know my brother's friends, because I know he has impeccable taste. I am worried about encroaching on his territory, but I don't think he'd mind.